About a week ago, I started actively looking for photographs of women with beautiful, natural, womanly figures. I’m trying to fill my head with positive images of attainable shapes since there’s so much negativity out there toward women who aren’t tiny. I’ve accepted that I will never be a skinny mini, nor do I want to be. I find these sort of natural bodies so much more aesthetically pleasing anyway! So why was I always so hard on mine?
During this search, I found Crystal Renn. I bought her book Hungry the next day and it is really speaking to me! I apsire to have a body like hers. She’s 5’9 (an inch taller than me) and about 170 pounds. In other words, absolutely perfect.